mari.... ai ase erqva Chems pirvel da ukanasknel siyvaruls... romelic gvTis nebiT ChemTan aRar aris............ me da mari 1996-wels SevugldiT is 18-i wlis iyo me ki 23-is.... arasodes damaviwydeba 1998wlis 28 Tebervali, rodesac SevityveT, rom mSoblebi gavxdebodiT! Zalian bednierad vgrdznobdiT Tavs.......... xolo am bednierebas Crdili mohfina erTma didma ubedurebam, romelmac Cemi cxovreba Zrirfesvianad Secvala.... romelmac erTdroulad dedac gamxada da mamac. mokled mari 4-i Tvis orsuli iyo, rodesac gavige, rom mas Turme leikemia hqonda. .. marim araperi icoda....... o, RmerTo Tqven verc ki warmoidgenT ra saSineleba xdeboda Cems Tavs, radgan mari , xom 20-i wlis iyo! me ki arapriT SemeZlo misi daxmareba... es ki ufro macofebda... arasodes damavicydeba misi acremlebuli da naRvliani Tvalebi, rodesac egreTwodebul ''exoskopiaze'' wavediT. man Tavi daxara da ise Cumad TavisTvis Cailaparaka- ''neta dedobrivi grZnobas gemos mec gavugeb''-o TiTqos icoda da grZnobda, rom Svils ver gazrdida da ro misi Svili verasodes gaigebda deda ra aris da dedis amags verasodes gaiziarebda.......... Tqven ar iciT ramdenjer mitiria da cremlebi sascrapod SemimSralebia , raTa mas araperi enaxa. erT dilas gaviRvidzeT da iciT ra miTxra?! mTeli Rame Tvali ar momixuWavso, ratomRac mgonia Cems Svils verasdros daviWer xelshio ... da me me uceb davibeni da Tavi Zlivs Sevikave....... Taan daaayola yovelTvis gemaxsovrebiiio................ gadioda Tveebi da Cemi gulic mas mihyveboda...... ar SemeZlo imis warmodgena, rom marto davrCebodi misi tkbili xma aRar gamaRviZebda da misi nabijebis xmasac ver gavigebdi......... isev wavediT eqimTan.. is derefanSi melodeboda me ki mTavar eqimTan viyavi shesuli, romelsac vevedrebodi gadamirchinet rac ar unda iyos Tqoo.. vkamaTobdi ris eqimebi xarT meTqii, magram....... imas ki ver vxdebodi rom RmerTebi ar iyvnen! gafiTrebuli saxiT gavedi gareT ... is eqTanTan SeeyvanaT palataSi gasasinjad me kibeebze Camovjeqi da akankalebuli xeliT sigarets wavukide da mware qviTini wamwyda ver gavige rogor gamovida palatidan momiaxlovda Tavze xeli Semaxo da miTxra yvelaperi vicio....... Camexuta da orivem mware tirili davicyeT.. mamshvidebda rac ar unda iyos me mainc tqventan viqnebio , RmerTs TavisTan vWirdebi...... albaT nanob saerTod ratom gamicani da ratom Semiyvare, magram me...... me... me.........veraperi vuTxari.. me is Zalian miyvarda. erT saRamos cas vuyurebdiT sami sxva da svxa zomis Rrubels Seeyara Tavi erTad....... Sexede- miTxra man, Cven vart TiTqos... me Sen da Cveni patara.......... uceb mesame Rrubeli daiSala ... man Tavi daxara da Tqva: ''eh etyoba arc Rrubels ergo dedobrivi''........ gaCumdi! gavawyvetine da Cavexute! yovelTvis gemaxsovrebi?! isev gamimeora kiTxva .... ''yovelTvis''... roca mogenatrebi eul mTvares Sexede da warmoidgine TiTqos me var, me romelic zemodan dagyurebT! pataras arasodes agrZnobino , rom deda ar hyavs man Tavisi xeliT mogviqarga mec da momaval patara arsebas erTnairi cxvirsaxocebi, romelsac ewera:''arasodes damivicyoT me TqvenTan yovelTvis viqnebi''... gavida kide 4-i Tve da dadga is dRe, rodesac erT sicocxles meore Seewira ..... pataras misi saxeli davarqvi... exla patara mari 5-i wlisaa da iciT ra Znelia am asaklSi misi udedod gazrda?! iciT ra mkiTxa? yvelas deda hyavs da me rato ar myavso?! didi , rom viqnebi xom Camovao?! me ki arasodes Seviyvareb sxvas!!............... man Cemi siyvaruli Taan waiRo! roca momenatreba cas avxedav xolme da misi sityvebi maxsendeba! me is menatreba!!!
